Always wondered how that phrase was coined. Does it refer to the leaf in the wind? Or a scared leaf?
Anyway, I’m now shaking and feeling slightly anxious, so much so I have to get this off my chest as I can’t hold the tweezers still to finish the RSVPs.
Had a quick break and checked Facebook, immediately saw a status on someone’s profile relating to my blog, why do I care? I don’t know, I’m being all blaise about it face to face but I really don’t know why it’s effecting me this way. I can’t stop shaking and feeling bad, even though it doesn’t refer to anyone in particular, I feel like I can’t really get any of this off my chest, I’m not a talker, I don’t talk about my feelings as it makes me feel “weak”. I am a writer.
Maybe I have serious issues, I don’t know.
It doesn’t help that family members have stirred up a hornet’s nest today and caused issues within our already fractured family. Why they do it I don’t know.
I’m happy to lead my segregated life, I don’t contact them, they don’t contact me. So why do they feel the need to drag me into their dramas??
Still shaking, signing off.